Wednesday, December 22, 2010

The first day of the rest of my life.

Finally.

The finale.

All of this, put to rest, and that euphoric state is even over. How could I have missed it before?

Granted, I'm leaving angry, but better angry than attached at the hip. Not like farewell will be difficult this time. I have better things to do, better things to dwell on, better things to look forward to. I will not be dragged down, I will not be taken for granted, and I will not give up on the things I hold dear.

This is a beautiful day, and it holds promise for tomorrow. Because tomorrow will take me further away, where ever that may be, and I can't wait for it.

Despite the little things that will always be amiss, I will find that 'bigger and better.'

So thanks for everything.
And thanks for nothing.

Forever and always,
Fee

Monday, December 6, 2010

Breaking my stride

I was doing so well, you know.

And then you just be yourself, and I remember why loving you has always been so easy. Why this has been so hard.

I'm enjoying myself, I am, but that doesn't make love go away.

How can I accomplish this if I left everything with you?

You are dear to me, you truly are.

I love you eternally, and I'm doing my best to prove it in the only way I never could.

Just keep holding on, someday we'll get this right.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

I'll remember you even when...

Terrible Storm//Nostalgia hits hard

There was a terrible storm
And you were wearing all our coats
In the back of this car
I feel like I have traveled nowhere
We buried in the snow
I kept warm inside of your clothes
You swore that nothing would ever change
The way we were right then
It was a colder at night
Bought a hotel I
I thought you would never
Find another
Love again
Oh but you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing
There was a terrible storm
And you were wearing all our coats
In the back of this car
I feel like I have traveled nowhere
We buried in the snow
I kept warm inside of your clothes
You swore that nothing would ever change
The way we were right then
It was a colder night
Bought a hotel I
I thought you would never
Find another
Love again
Oh but you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing

-Tegan and Sara